wondering..pondering..is this it?

Have you ever wonder that you think that "yes,this may be it!" but to finally realise that it may not be. As a saying goes "what meant to be, will be meant to be and what's not,is not".It may sound a little too cliche but it seems to be true at times. Things are moving in your way and you feel that finally something good and true will go on smoothly in your life but it is not always in that case. What more if you lose that "it" because of someone/something you are close to? It may be frustrating and sometimes, unfair? Who can deny that some people do have the advantage over others. Be it looks,qualifications,charisma and the lists goes on.
Many ponder over their plight and keep wondering whether they might ever find what they are/have been looking for?.
There, the opportunity finally come and you think that this is it! But no! It makes a "U" turn for it saw something "better". And there you are wondering what you did to deserve such devastating "truth". Some people are "born" lucky and some have to work hard for it.Is life then fair? Well,what is fair anyways? There are many genuine gems out there that is not being appreciated for there are many who are deceived by fake gems who outstands for some reasons that is seen by the blurry eyes of many. In Season 1 Ugly betty show, betty has always been the one who is the bubbly girl with great personality but is potrayed as "ugly" and her sister who has guys swoon over by her looks but says that she has to make that kind of first impression so that people will remember her. well, many ponder to whom(the character) we could relate ourself to.
Life could be full of suprises.Wondering and pondering over matters whether it is trivial or huge is ineviatable. Deal with it and immerse yourself in the process of it. Things happens for a reason and we are the determinants of life-deciding which path to use and all.
" This morning is filled with dew
Feeling the breeze carassing me
All I can think is of you
For the way you looked at me
But now i realise
There's nothing to skip a beat for
Guess mine is not the lucky eyes
That you gazed upon before
Nothing could come out of it
But never will I stop looking
To hope there's someone out there to meet
For now, I'll be wondering and pondering
"Is this it?"

" Many of life failures are people who did not realise how close they were to success when they gave up" Thomas Edison